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Friday, February 24, 2006
Am i that failure? I know i am! Big Big failure,,, But i`m trying it very hard to be dat dream girl of urs. Issit it enuff? Maybe to euu still not enuff. But I really donnnoe what to do? I am really very sad and down at the very moment? Maybe my sis is correct after all euu actually not dat serious to me. hahax cause which guys would intro their own gf to other ppl? Why am i so stupid??? Why why why... Did i made a wrong decision or am i too stupid? Love is not as simple as euu think... Pls don play with me cause all i got was a fragile heart dat have just recovered from the past. Don break it again!!! [IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v510/bBaLLgEr/fragile.gif[/IMG] Wednesday, February 22, 2006 Ytd accompany Stephanie to interview. We met 2pm at White Sand interchange but in the end i late for 15 mins hahax After dat we took Mrt down to Cine and we went shopping and took neoprint. finally we get to take neoprint after so long. Then knew what we actually spent one hrs sia!!! Then in the end we faster took Mrt down to Raffles and to OCBC Centre. The whole interview last for two hrs and Stephy was damn nervous. After dat Stephy` frenz fetch us hm so i alighted at Tampines to meet my boy. Ke lian de him waited for two hrs, sorry! Haha So pai seh!!! Arghhhh~ Then i went to collect the cup for my sis before heading home. End of my day... Tuesday, February 21, 2006 Today Meiling off again so we went to Bugis again cause dat time she did not buy anth. we met at Bugis control Station as i need to fetch my bro before i can go out. So in the end i was late again!!! After meeting her we went to shop ard Parco Bugis. after that we went to take neo-print and buy the piglet coin purse before going shopping at Bugis Street. ArgHhhhHHH~ So sad and disappointed as we did not get what we wanted. At ard 6+, we went back to Bugis Parco to have our dinner at The so suay i saw my ' cousin ' sian 1/2. wah kao The he with another girl so lucky he didn`t talk much to me. After dat we jiu went home. Go home have to fan again sian ar!!! Saturday, February 11, 2006 Felt so tense and stress! Really scared that i will not be able to promote to poly ArgHhhh~~~ Going to break down soon,, In the end i accompany JIaen to get her result first before my turned. Both of us held our hand tighly and ' Yes ' we were once relieved when we get both our result. Although we both have the min. requirement and was eligible to get to some poly courses. But due to some of our important core subjects failed, our chances of getting into polytehnic and the course we like is very very very low. But maybe compare to the others, we were really very luck at least we still held some chances. So no matter what ... ... JIAEN and CHARLOTTE and HWEELENG, we sure can make it to poly de!!! *Jia you JIa you* TO : Shuning MY dear friend, i knew that euu had try ur very best to pass ur Maths and Poa. But in the end euu still cannot get to poly and left with those ite courses which euu don`t even like. That not the end yet, there still alot of paths for euu to choose and I still have to tell euu, euu really really had improved alot cause i knew that ur L1R4 during prelim was pretty highh 30++ *right?* and now euu got 29 for ur L1R4. I was very happy for euu that show that euu have improve alot and i am sure that ur mom will not blame euu de. No matter where euu are or where euu go, we will always be bestfrenz forever and ever. Cause we still have to see each other get marriage and give birth. right Be strong and brave girl and god will accompany euu to go thru all the painful decision and process. JIa you! From huiting besfrenz ever,, misss ya *muackszzz* Tuesday, February 07, 2006 Today i`m off once again and know what ... it might be my last off day caused i am going to quit this job. *horray* So early in the morning meet my girl out pak pool and catch a movie, " I am not stupid too ". Didn`t regret watching it! It was a damn touching show which really tok abt the world of teenagers and how we feel which all adult will never be able to understand. After that Charlotte came to my hse and waited for me to bath before the all of us (included my family) went out together. We went to Bugis cause i need to pei tai sui. Then we went to have our dinner before going shopping. Really had a great time and we took neoprint too! *winkz* ; ) Monday, February 06, 2006 Something had happened to me! Big Big thing!!! A thing that i shouldn`t had do... A thing dat i didn`t had the gut to do all along, yet i had did it today. which turn my life upside down,, and change me into a different person. Don know why i miss him suddenly so decided to send him an sms surprising i get a reply from him. which i didn`t expected to receive it. This was how dat thing happened . . . . . . me : tml euu free? Wanna ask euu out cause i got smth to ask euu. him : I know, i`m occucupied for the week... What you wan to ask? (slow reply therefore i receive msg from him again) him : Eh...? You have reccomendation? me : blur* What recommendation? him : Jobs lah... Didn`t you guys work? me :Yah i`m working but my job not suitable for euu. i tot euu are working... why not free having a date? him : Yah, i`m not working... Either way i`m not free (heartbeats over 100++ , face as red as tomatoes, but still i gathered all my gutt and courage to confess to him) me : Abt dat thing which i wanna to tell is... do euu noe dat i like for a long long time ago but i don dare to tell euu abt it. I may be a freak and pest to euu and i not prefect at all but dat is how i look. So do euu noe how i feel when the guy i like say those hurtful words and ungreaceful things to me just like the other guys? I`m really very sad but all i can do is pretend to smile like nth happened in front of you. Anyway i hope to get a reply from euu as it is the ONLY reason to stop me from loving euu. (unpaitently waiting for his reply *beeps beeps*) him : No, i still LOVE Samantha... Being friends is alright already... There`s alot of better guys out there... me : hahax i felt so silly now but anyway i`m ok and i felt no regret cause i finally noe i stand no chance and thanks* for treating me as ur frenz. And i promise euu dat i treat euu just like frenz nth else. him : Yah, friends for sure... me : sorry for irritating and bothering euu him : No lah, not irritating lah... see ya... End of msging. Totally break down. But there nth i can do now. I give my best shot, i try my very best. I had already gathered all my gutt and courage and i even had Charlotte support... Yet i still fail to get wat i wan. I fail to get to his heart and replace away the girl he love. I can`t be his girl. I can`t be the person that go thru thick and thin I can`t share his happiness and burdden. No matter what i always be dere for him And i still wanna to tell him the... one sentence, three words and 7 letter. I LOVE YOU. ("v")v") |
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