Saturday, February 27, 2010

Happy Monthly Anniversary
i ♥ BabyBoy
Muackss


Friday, February 26, 2010

Babyloves is two weeks old.
She growing and growing.
My pretty little girl.
Mommy Loves ♥


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I am always the one to sms you but your reply is always so short and is not an open msg at all. I don wish to irritant you, sometime i hope you can be the one to take the first step and not me always being the one. It seem like i am only the one that miss and care but to you its nothing. Waiting and waiting why are you always waiting? Why must i be the one waiting?


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

How many more days to go?
I really hate being alone.
Maybe you can leave without me.
But i am sorry.
I can`t live without you.


Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Today is my babyloves first follow up @ Polyclinic.
She is just 5 days old naughty little girl.
Everything is fine just that she had a bit Jaundice
so i had to come back again to check the level of jaundice.
Hopeful the level will decrease by then.
She will be alright.

A pic of her while waiting for her turn to come.



Saturday, February 13, 2010

2 Nights alone in the loneliness hospital w/o hubby by my side. Hate the loneliness feeling. First night just after i give birth to babyloves, i blacked out in the toilet caused i am losing too much blood. Feeling dizzy when i know two nurses helped me to my bed. Morning mommy came to look after me and cooked some food for me. Then baby and his family came, as well as my babes. Next day i was discharged together with babyloves. Hubby came to fetch me home and awhile he went down to his Grandma house.
I am feeling so weak and tired.


Friday, February 12, 2010



Woosh My Precious BabyLoves Is OUT!!!!
Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
Gestation: 40weeks 1 day
Natural Birth w Epi
Weight: 2.865gm
Height: 50cm
Head cir: 31cm
Delivered @ KKH


12.02.2010

Midnight Baby
Daddy & Mummy = Precious Babyloves

The midwife is cleaning up.

She is so tiny and fragile.

Weight: 2865gm

She curious little baby.
She open her tiny eyes damn big when she just came out.
Wondering and thinking where the is she.

Cryin face

She Mummy`s little girl




Thursday, February 04, 2010

YES
DEPRESSION IS BACK
Babyloves is affected.
Weight is dropping again.
I am a bad mommy.



Tell me what to do so that u know that i love you.
Did i really done not good enough?
Am i that bad?
All i can do as a wife i did but what else can i still do.
You said i don trust you, i did!
I give the trust back to you on 9 sept 2009.
I keep everything to myself cause i wanna tell myself it all dreams.
Cause i love you.
I don want you to hate me.
I don want you to quralled with you.
Tell me what to do?
I really came to a point, not knowing what right and wrong.
Feeling the pain but i don dare to confront anyone.
I don want mommy to worry for me.
I don want babyloves to feel my pain and sadness.
I don want to feel the hurts and pain again.
I want you, i want your love, care and concern.
That all i am asking for.
Am i asking too much.




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A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Tigger ?

Music is definitely part of her life.
Dancing is her passion.

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

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Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
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DOB: 12 Feb 2010
Place of Birth: KK Hospital
Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
Gestation Period: 40 weeks & 1 day
Natural Birth with Epidural




5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



1 song Playing ♥
Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis



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