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Saturday, April 29, 2006
Yipee yeah = ) Finally get to meet my teddy bear hohohox. The last time we meet was like one week ago l0rx. Finally get to see euu i was so happy. We met at 0rchard control station at 12.30 p.m On the journey dere i was so lonely but nvm gt my ip0d to accompany me heehee (can't live with0ut my ipod). When i came out of the control station, gt this girl suddenly approached us and she just ask no. from me arghhhh so scary but use to it already cause it is not the first time. Anyway after that we just went to look for thing to eat, so hungry!!! Went to Cineleisure had our lunch den we went to Hereen and Fast East. At Far East shopped for like one hour plus already yet i still had not found the belt but in the end god let me found it hahax =) At 77#Street michelle and me saw this skirt very nice den wanna try but in the end no size. After that we decided to go Bugis Street continue hunting skirt f0r michelle. Shop n shop walk n walk... Still cannot find a skirt that she like but i just bought alot of stuff. haiz~ waste money!!! At ard 6 plus, we went back to Tampines cause meeting my sis for a movie. Finally we can watch " TAKE THE LEAD ". But she waited for one hour, tio scolding from her! die diE DIE... We went shopping and had our dinner till 9.30pm before the show start. Oh NO the show was damn nice two thumbs up!!! Both my sister and i just went crazy. Those haven watch it and wanna watch it should go watch it NOW. After the show nv know that the cinema still crowded with ppl waiting to catch a midnight movie especially ah bengs (-_-'') My sister and i so scared when walking down the stair out cause there is this group of ah beng sat at sat at the stair there blocking ppl way. They knew we coming yet still sat there and blocked the way, made us had to walk pass them so scary. Maybe we should follow the crowd instead. Then dad came to fetch us home. so tired. 201oo5 was an unforgettable date... hate lonely night, hate you Wednesday, April 26, 2006 I am so b0red! Life is so meaningless. Anyway... ... In an0ther few more hours will be our first Anniversary. Lo0king f0rward n c0unting d0wn... =)  Saturday, April 22, 2006 when i think i'm all alone, I cant see the way tuu go , lost in the rain of my own tears , I just think of euu . tuu wash away the pain and tears . thankss fer alwayx being the best of euu . being the best part of ma life . Thursday, April 20, 2006 T0day nine plus woke up, then went to p0lyclinic see doctor caused not feeling very well. Had been having headache for the past two days, really cannot stand the pain. Argh~ I hate going to p0lyclinic caused we got to wait for so long. Today i 10.45am reached there ard 1pm den get to see that doctor. -_-'' Went home really nth to do simply just miss him. Start to play maple again till ard evening time, then my sis and i went to West Plaza and buy dinner. On the way there, both of us were damn angry abt this guy or man instead. Can`t he just concentrate and drive his bike? Hope he fall into the drain or bang into the wall and trip over the rock!!! Wah lau i just cannot stand his sickening expression he even slow down his speed lor kaoz! Ren Anyway he was kana cursed by both of us muhahahax =) i start to hate my life!
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 Dear was in school woke up damn early after that i just can't get back to sleep so went to play maple. But not long before i get tired of it cause i were stressing my eyes alots so think i should get some rest therefore went to find things to do lorx. Took out my little book and started reading. It just content all my uphappy stuffs which i did not wish to share with anyone. Nobody will want to share uphappy thing right? Anyway i just fall alsp and i gt a very very weird and strange dream. A dream that i will be very happy and i sure find it sweet if it happened before 27/o3. But now i simply find it strange? Woke up tot abt the dream... yah it is indeed sweet but why is it him? Why? Why did god play this kind of game with me? haha i find out abt the msg thing, sorry i just bu xiao xin fa sian. Just wanna know is it that impt to euu that euu wann to know it, if it is den euu just ask me. Just hope i never read it cause i be happier that way and i will not start thinking again. If euu are unhappy just say cause if i really can`t make euu happy den being together is really meaningless... NOw i know why euu hurt urself. The pain can let u forget everything cause we will only focus on that pain which is REAL. Didn't know whether i should blog this? But i got to say i REALLY LOVE you. So pls don leave me! Can euu feel the pain that i feel? I rather hurt myself then letting euu hurt me...Stay away from me... It`s hurting! Tuesday, April 18, 2006 After fetching my idiotic brother home. Went to bath meeting dear dear so sad today last day already = C tml he going to sch0ol haiz~ Why every time we went out sure rain some more so heavily ar? weird (-_-") Anyway we went to watched "firewall" nice show thrilling too *thumb up* Then after that we jiu went home le. Actually i wanna to go town but no one pei wo *sob sob* Aiyahz nvm next time lorx! Anyway i really gonna miss you Really don't know what will become of me if i going to lose euu. Maybe i'll locked myself up and choose to love euu forever for the rest of my life. He is my PAST and what i have now is you, you is my PRESENT and i wish euu to be my FUTURE. =p Euu are the ONLY one i wished for, dat all i want NOW. Is it too greedy? Maybe i`m greedy cause i wanted euu to be mine ONLY. Choosing to love euu is my decision and i never ever regreted at all. My love for euu is REAL, hope that urs too. LOve ya...... Simply just hate myself Wanna be the damn old me... Which only know the meaning of happy and not tears,,  Monday, April 17, 2006 17.o4.o6 Today woke up feeling sick, having a bad headache. Then don't feel like going to meet dear but cannot cause two more days and he going to start school sian~ Met shuning at polyclinic waited for my turns but i don't want him to wait for me so i gave my nos. to another person and we faster went to get our o's cert. Miss CORAL miss the old days i saw my junior` huiting hahax =) we actually gt the same name, even our surname is the same hahahax After taken our sert we went to find some teacher. Saw MR Chong hahax i told him i retaking my science and i even asked him to teach me. Then know what he went to get some notes for me. So sweet~ my FAVOURITE teacher!!! After that i took cab sent my friend home before going to his hse. Orhhhz so bored play ps so lame sian but better than nothing. Stayed until 6 plus then we to Tampines Mall to meet my sister and mommy for dinner. Today also my sister birthday, we went to Cafe Cartel then after that we took neo-print, shop ard before heading home. I hate him. Maybe i just JEALOUS but i simply just HATE him. Friday, April 14, 2006 Sorry i can`t sleep!!! Sorry i start to think again... Maybe we shall juz say the two words... That might be the best way to stopping thinking n stop me from shedding anymore tears. I`m tired already. Wo ai de hen tong ku, think euu felt that way too. Tired of crying every night. But i really cherish our relationship. Euu `re the second person i love so much. Love until i willing to give up my life for euu. Willing be ur subsitute and toy. Willing let euu play and hurt me. And i even wei le ni kneel down and beg someone haha dat so funny, at the moment i hate myself why am i doing that? Are euu dat impt to me? The only thing i noe is i love euu more than euu love me. I just damn fuking stupid. I hate myself I really hate myself. But i gonna tell euu i am happy to have euu. I really love euu. I just wanna euu be happy and i be contented. Euu are all i ever wan but i will give up if u stop loving me. That why i ask so much from you. Wanna euu to tell me euu don love me anymore... wanna be ur sister if we broke up. Wanna euu be happy no matter wat... The three things i promise euu... I`ll not keep anything frm euu... I`ll not leave euu I`ll not hurt euu I give my 100% of trust to euu Euu`re the only one i want The only one i love NOW I nv regret being with euu... I regret cause i can`t make euu happy sorry i too useless sorry... Dear euu better consider what actually want. Don wan euu to regret... Tell me when euu noe the ans. i be waiting,, Thursday, April 13, 2006  u'll alwaes be the dream dat fills in moi head. heaven gave mi a gift, a gift so true. euu noe wad heaven gave me? YOU. euu will alwaes be the one i'll nerrberr forgett. there's no use lookin' back becos lurhfe is a strange and funny thing. moi goal is euu, and dat will nerrberr change, i love euu more than moi life, u've rearranged. Wednesday, April 12, 2006 What the hell is going on with me??? Ain`t i suppose to feel happy? Then why do i got this kind weird weird feeling which i can`t describe of? What do i really want? I been having this nightmare going on n on... It made me probia of falling a sleep. Since it had already happened and whenever i think of it i feel so scared and my stomach start to feel the pain... Sometime i just hope that nth had happened before and pretend to be happy but now i know i cannot just pretend nth had happened. I got to face it or else i nv been able to trust anyone again. I can`t bring myself to trust anyone except for michelle. Everyone seem so scary don`t know when i will get backstab or hurt again. Hate the feeling of getting hurt. Charlotte: Euu know Michelle is my bestfrenz but euu`re also impt to me. Maybe euu think dat i just treating euu as a sparetyper or wat but i can tell euu no. I donnoe how euu feel abt me but i really treat euu as my sister. Sometime i just feel so insecure and scared being hurt again. I hope we will be able to trust each other , no secret between us and sister forever... Dear: Sorry that i still unable to give euu mine 100% of trust. I am truly very sorry. I still gt lots of doubts... Euu don wish to get hurt? Actually in fact nobody want to get hurt too. I should be happy whenever i`m with euu but sometime i don feel dat way. I feel like a subsititute or maybe a toy ba. And sorry i be thinking alot maybe i`m too much sorry sorry... Hope euu give me some times. Really don wan to get hurt again,, I juz don noe want to do? Can somebody pls tell me? feeling so depress... leave me alone,,, Tuesday, April 11, 2006 my love for you <3 i'm thinking of you day and night even though you don't speak a word your voice is still in my head do you know i think of you everyday? do you even know my love for you? i wish you knew how much i love you... Monday, April 10, 2006 Today woke up damn early. Waited for Woonyah to call me and at 8.15am she finally called me. We met Mrt to go down to M.O.E to pay my O`s level examinaton fee. haha caused i forgotten to pay on the 8 of April. We waited for two hours sia so sianz. After that we went to Bugis and had our lunch. We also shop ard before i went back to Tampines and met Charlotte. At ard 6+ den i took cab home. The uncle hor aiya jialet tell him Pasir Ris St`71 den he send me to Tampines St`71 wat the hell??? Luckily he didn`t charged me haha =p So tired miss ya loads loads Sunday, April 09, 2006 Early in the morning hweeleng called me and told me a bad new. Mdm Ong passed away on friday night, i was so shocked n feel so unreal. Didn`t they said she had recovered? Then why such thing happened on her on the second treatment? I felt sad she was such a good teacher. Dear was sicked went to accompany him. Heehee i was late as usual lahz, bought lunch for him. I stayed until 4.30 before meeting Charlotte. Walked to Charlotte` hse and we went to alter our skirt before taking MRT to White Sand. When we reached there so many ppl had arrived and he also there. He so shuai lorx. ok i gt to control myself :p Then the whole group of us walked to the wake there. When we reached there, I saw Mrs Yong, Mr Ng and other batch of students. We stayed and chatted until 7+ before going to Elias Mall and had our dinner. We also celebrated Hweeleng bday. Then after dinner we all went back. At ard 10.30 den i leave. Walked home alone stupid ben keep on talking rubbish. Wednesday, April 05, 2006 Mommy off today so accompany her to market. After that i went to fetch my brother before going Tampines and find my dear dear. At his hse, we watched VCD, then at ard 4pm we walked to Tampines Mall to catch the movie " Dorm ". The show still not bad and i started to think rubbish again haha lame. After the show we went home and the weather started to rain so heavily and the thurder was so scary and loud lorx therefore in the end we took a cab home. Just seperated and i miss him so much. Thinking of euu... o1.o4.o6 TOday need to go Semei ITE and settle sch stuffs. Met Charlotte at 7.45pm but both of us was late and Charlotte also forgotten to bring her letter so in the end we went back to take and took a cab down. Reached dere and the sch was damn big, think i gonna get lost man. We went to pay our sch fee and JAE fee before photo-taking for our Ez-link and buying of School Uniforms. Everything was settled ard 10 plus so we went back to Tampines. I went to OCBC to get my pay, after that we two went shopping waiting for my dear to wake up. After he came we decided to go watched movie, "Ice Age 2". The show not bad but quite sian. After the show we pei lotte to Nokia Care Centre before i went to my dear hse. I hATE MYSELF I AM A DAMN STUPID FOOL. KNOWING I`LL GET HURT YET I STILL BANG INTO IT. AND GETTING MYSELF HURT ALL OVER. I AM DEPRESS AND I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME NOT LYING TO ME. I DON CARE ANYMORE... I DON CARE EUU WILL FORGET ME OR WAT. I DON CARE EUU STILL HAVE HER IN UR MIND I DON CARE EUU LOVE HER MORE THAN ME I DON CARE EUU ARE LYING OR PLAYING WITH ME. I DON MIND BEING UR SUBSTITUTE. MAYBE AFTER ALL I`M JUST A TOY TO EUU. JUZ CONTINUING LYING TO ME AS I`LL BE HAPPIER THAT WAY. I DON REGRET AT ALL CAUSE EUU ARE TOO IMPT TO ME. I JUST GONNA TELL EUU I`M NOT LEAVING EUU TILL I GET HER BACK FOR EUU. NO ONE CAN REPLACE HER IN UR HEART. THIS IS ALL I KNOW. BUT I STILL GONNA TELL EUU... I LOVE EUU. Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Sunday, April 02, 2006 o1.o4.o6 & o2.o4.o6 So sian these two days, we like strangers. I got to worked den cannot pei my dear. Miss him so so so much but never mind tml i can meet him le hehehex =) Ytd i was damn sad, at night he still played a joke on me. hai wo so upset, don find it funny too. Today not dat bad after all these two days i was not late for work. Dad sent me to work, den i called my dear. Venus was damn early today. Anyway i miss him lots lots, can`t stop thinking of him. I think without him, my life will be in a messy. Finally i xia ben le tml going ite to settle some sch stuffs. Why am i so useless? Getting hurt again n again... Knowing that i`ll get hurt again yet i still knock into it. Think abt it, I felt very silly and stupid... Be crying for several days and no one noe except for myself. BUt the only way to be happy, i got to stop my mind from thinking. I don need anth, i don wan anth... As long as he is happy, i`ll be contented... Even if euu forget me, i`ll not regret cause i love ya. Nothing can stop me from loving euu! |
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