Wednesday, June 24, 2009

There is decision to made.
There is stuffs to think thru
Everything surface at the same time
Its suddenly drove me to the wall
not knowing what i should do
what is the right DECISION.



LITTLE BABY MOMMY LOVES YOU <3


Monday, June 22, 2009

Somebody, Please tell me what to do?
I am in a state where my mind is blank.
SHOCKED is the word to describle me.
HAPPY i am not sure to use this word.
Can anyone help me?
Baby i hope you are just here.
No matter what decision i made i hope you believe that i LOVE you


Thursday, June 11, 2009

Today woke up damn early caused my baby going NS. It was 7am so we went over to S11 there de Mac and had our breadfast before going to Changi Navy Base. We tot we will be able to went in with baby but theres something cope up with miscommunication of the letter so we were asked to go home. Say goodnight to my baby for once last time and i see him walked in with the saddness in me that nobody will understand. I went back with Baby`s mom and dad but before that we sent one of baby`s fren de gf to Expo MRT station. Then i went back to baby`s hse and start packing and cleaning baby room. It is a big mission for me and his mommy, had my lunch with his mom before i took cab home at 2pm. When i reached home i started to miss my precious baby, i feel the loneliness i feel that pain in my heart, at this moment tears just keep flowing down my cheek.


Baby i miss you badly


I really do!






Monday, June 08, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ELMO GIRL, SHUFANG.


Wednesday, June 03, 2009

I am not Emo-ing but DEPRESSION!


Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Eyes swollen caused i cried the whole night till i fall asleep
Eyes infection due all the late night and lacking of rest


Monday, June 01, 2009

Today worked OT with Andrew and Papa, we went to KFC and had our dinner then back to work. Been rushing out my monthly report and learning new expenses stuffs. Stress maybe not simply just exhausted. We worked till 10.13pm workload did not decrease, Papa on call cab back and Andrew sent me back. Baby came over my hse i just break down with my emotion.
Feeling extreme low
Insecurity feeling and insecure relationship
Negative thoughts bothering over me
Feel irritanted and enraged
What is getting wrong with me?
What is going on now?




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A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Tigger ?

Music is definitely part of her life.
Dancing is her passion.

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

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Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
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DOB: 12 Feb 2010
Place of Birth: KK Hospital
Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
Gestation Period: 40 weeks & 1 day
Natural Birth with Epidural




5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



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Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis



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