Monday, October 30, 2006

Today school as usual but i saw my lotte and it was liked age since we go to school together. Anyway Jiahui and i were late for lecture and after that we went for IAC then school ended at 11.30a.m caused all accounting teacher had some tinky to attend.
After school took bus 31 to don't know where then walked to meet dear dear then we walked to Tampines together. Reached Tampines keep on thinking what to eat for lunch then i asked him to call Charlotte along. Walked around and round the forth floor, waited for Charlotte to arrive before we went to Seoul Garden had our lunch ate until 3 plus then we went exercise which is our girl favourite SHOPPING. Really miss those days when we go have lunch together and after that go shopping. We shop until 5 p.m then Charlotte left and went to dear dear hse play game.
What a bad day...
i lost my zhu zhu pen
MY precious keychain spoiled from him.
I hurt my finger.
I miss Charlotte, and i love her too.
i hate youu...
i hate LIAR
Stop telling me all those rubbish and crap.
you made me lose the trust in you!



Weeping Willow (Melancholy)
Sep 03 to Sep 12
Likes to be stress free, loves family life,full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anythingbeautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless,capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with whenpressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until theyfind that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh


Sunday, October 29, 2006

Today is just a normal and boring day but still i did spend my time wisely. = D Woke up at around 11.30a.m then i went to West PLaza and bought lunch for my siblings and i also went to the supermarket and got some ingredients for tonight dinner. Yea~ i am the chef of the night heehee = P After lunch, i tidy up my room, ironed all my clothes in my wardrode, cooked dinner and done my IAC homeworks. That my day...
Waiting for someone...
missing him too much and is causing me to go insane.



Repy Taggie To All MY Friends ...


Teckhou: Thanks for tagging my board whenever you come must tag before youu leave hor! hahax = X
Shuning: Yeah~ My so called "boyfriend", i know youu are always there for me whenever i need you and i hope i can be there for you whenever youu need someone.
Juan: I blog already hahax = X MUst come my blog to tag caused it's so lonely...
YenLo0ng: HAPPY 7th MONTH ANNIVERSARY TOO! HAHA = ) I also hope that we could!
Sim0n: THANKS YOUU SO MUCH~
i will fellow u~: Yah it been age since we go for dance. really miss those days with youu.
Shuning: Yah i also very happy to see youu, school reopen already then we got so little time to meet up.
= C Today abit don't know what to do, quite wei nan for me. But i really hope to see you so ask youu out, sorry abt that to make youu feel uneasy.
To SIMON & EDDIE: This is my tag board not msn leh. MUst tag smth for me ma ...


To all my friends do tag my board before youu leave.
Thanks ^-^


Saturday, October 28, 2006

Today went to Vivo City with Teckhou and my dear dear. Met them at White Sand platform ard 1 plus then we took MRT down to Outurm then change to NOrth-East line to Habour Front. Reached there around two plus then we shop around first, we went to Candy Empire (whoo~ there are so many range of candy and chocolates) and Giant (being lame and trying to be HDB tai tai =X). Then at 3 o'clock we went to Kopitiam and had our lunch, during that time the food court was still crowded with people. BUt we still managed to find a table and we even share with a lady and she is so polite and nice. = ) SHe even said i am sweet ??? made me so pai seh!
After lunch we continue to shop around Vivo City, it's really a huge shopping paradise and there are also lots of fun and happening things going on. At the second floor there is a opening playground for kids then at the third floor, it is actually a huge opening area where there is a audience seat, many other decorating stuffs and a so called pool where people are allow to play and took photo, there is also a Republic Foodcourt and Arcade too. We took lots of photos and we also went to play a game of pool. So fun~
We shop till 6 plus then we took MRT to PS before we walked down to Cineleisure we stop at the arcade there and played a few rounds of ID. When we reached Cineleisure, we went to take neo-print and shop till 8.30 p.m then we went to Taka MAC and had our dinner. After dinner i went to buy the zhu zhu file before we took MRT back to Tampines. Reached Tampines and i saw Yuebao, Hweeleng, keegan and one of their friend, talked awhile before i accompany dear dear back and took bus 3 home.


How i wish that the time can forever stop at this very moment.

On the train (blur blur)
His my boy = p
Opening playground area!!!
I AM CUTE
Shop @ Bebe #01-120
He's Gay!
"da bian ren"
Opening area at the third floor!
Somebody is killing Cookie Monster!!!
ARGH~ Cookie Monster is eating Elmo!!!
"Freedom Gundam"
Eddie; Freedom Gundam; Teckhou
"Jin San Shun"
The doggie so cuteee~
MEEE!
DEAR DEAR & ME
TECKHOU & ME
Pool Time!
Dear dear playing pool!
Teckhou; Eddie; Huiting
i love him <3
YenLo0ng & Huiting
Teckhou & Huiting
OUR NEOPRINT!!!


Friday, October 27, 2006



HAPPY 7th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
Dear I LOVE YOU, I WANT YOU, I NEED YOU.
You are my everything and i don't know what my life will become without you. So please don't tell me you wanna to leave me caused i simply can't live without you.
YOU REALLY MEAN TOO TOO MUCH TO ME.
Last of all i want to tell you...
LAO GONG, I LOVE YOU!




Thursday, October 26, 2006

Today lesson start at 11 a.m caused TPS will only start on the 6th weeks therefore Mr Cheo shifted the lesson to 11 a.m for us = p. Dear dear came to fetch me at 9 a.m then we went to White Sand Mac to have breakfast and also to do my IAC homeworks. But still only manage to finish one qns only, then at 10.30 a.m we went to Tampines DBS there and fetched Jiahui and Huijuan to school.
Went for IAC and today i am not late for lesson hohoho = X but after that lesson i went home caused the headache was really killing me. At first planned to walk to Simei and took MRT home de but dear dear called me so i asked him to come and fetch me. Then Jiahui and Huijuan accompany me to wait for him, thanks alot = ).
Reached home asked my mommy buy food for me then i went to sleep till 8 plus then woke up least i the stupid headache had gone, had my dinner and now blogging.


Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Today i am super dube early, think everyone is surprise haha =X
Mommy woke me up at 7 a.m and i gave a morning call for my dear dear then i went back to sleep a while more till Jiahui called me then i went to bath. Met Jiahui only at Tampines Inter then we went for our first lesson - BFS. After IAC then break whoo~
During break time saw teckhou again at Cafe 2 but this time i did not disturb or even say HI to him caused ytd on the phone said before mai dao = X OOP. After break my mood started to change caused i keep on waiting for someone's call but he did not call me. waited and waited and waited. Went for BCM and signed in to MSN chatted with Charlotte and Jiahui told them how much i miss him ARGH~ Going insane soon!!!
At 3 plus he finally called me and these is how it goes...
Him: Where you?
me: Having lesson...
Him: Orh ok lor then bye!
WHAT THE HELL!!! If you call me just to say these few sentences then you must as well don't call me. At that period of time when i was waiting for your call, i finally realised how important you are to me that i already can't live without you. You are my life, my everything. Really wondering whether do you really miss me when you are in school, just like the way i miss you!


Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Today is public holiday so no school, met dear dear at Tampines then we went to Popular caused i need to get a pencil hohoho. After that we went to Laser Fair and rental the movie "break up" back home to watch. We also went to arcade and played Time Crisis 2 and ID before heading home. We watched the "break up" together thou i had watched before but i don't mind watching with my dear dear again and we ate the chocolate that i bought with Shuning haha = X it's so nice *yum yum*!At night we had dinner together at the nearby coffee shop, back to his hse to rest awhile before sending me home. Reached home bathed and chatted with dear dear and Teckhou planning on where to go this saturday. Hanged up the phone at 1am then i went to do my homework till 3am in the morning before i go to sleep.
I really very very scared.
Don't like this kind of feeling,
cause it's killing me!
But i still want to tell you i really miss youu...


Monday, October 23, 2006

Yeah i am finally back to school but as usual i am late again. In the end i made Jiahui waited for me AGAIN. I am so touched thou we only know each other for a few months but you do care for me when i am down, thanks alot i simply love you so much *muackiee*
Today lesson start at 9am and ended at 12pm, dear dear came to school and fetched me to have lunch (his break from 12-1pm) together but before that he dropped Jiahui and Adeline at Tampines first before we go to the Mac that is oppsite his school there. After lesson he wanted to send me home therefore he is late for his next lesson Hence, he decided to go Pasir Ris Beach walk walk till 1.45pm then he sent me home and he went back to school. Waited and waited for him till i fall asleep zZZ ! ! !


Sunday, October 22, 2006

Today woke up and went out had lunch with my sister and brother at West Plaza. Did had a little talk with my sister, told her about what really happened with me, think she quite worried for me too thou she nv said anth but i know. After my lunch, i took MRT down to Tampines caused i am going for a job briefing at Century Square. It was a push-cart that sell nail polish and other medicure & pedicure stuffs. I love the job thou the pay is not that high, so i got to find second job haha = ) At around three plus Shuning came to find me so she accompany until 4 plus then we went to Mac and had my lunch 2 = X saw Ray and he very stupid give me the balloon. dot dot dot . . . After that we went to Century Square Arcade played Time Crisis 2, ID and the stupid Winnie the Pooh (waste my money). Saw Max then accompany Connie to Old Chang Kee then back to arcade. While waiting for Ray to go home together, went to shop around with Shuning. I eye on the converse bag and shoes and later we went to Chocolate World and bought some chocolates. Then at 8 plus went home with Ray and Shuning left too. Beore going home we wnet to White Sand and bought he Zhu Zhu pen heehee = P and i saw lots of other zhu zhu stuffs that i wanted to buy too. 8.30pm already so we took bus 3 home, when the bus abt to come then he said later he going back to Tampines to meet his friend. What the? Should tell me earlier ma? But i know why cause he wanted to send me home and he know i will sure ask him to stay at Tampines if i know he is going back. Thanks alot Ray = )
today i bought some chocolates for dear dear
and the cute cute zhu zhu pen ^-^
i really do love him <>




Saturday, October 21, 2006

Today went out with dear dear caused he going back to school soon so he tot of having more time with me. We went to City Hall, walked around and shop around but i cannot seem to cheer up at all. Kept on saying " it was so bored " and " feel like going home ", things like that. So i kept on asked him to call Charlotte, Teckhou or other of his friends come to crap around so that i will not think of those unhappy stuffs which will upset our day. I only can said Dear i am truly very sorry. So in the end he helped me called Teckhou and finally he coming and i am so happy. While waiting for him to come, we went to Suntec Kopitiam and had our lunch, half way eating Teckhou sms us and told us he not coming already caused he saw his friends. hai~ = C After lunch we went to Orchard to meet his brother and da sao. I went to Kinokuniya to bought some comic books then we went to find his brother. We shop around and they had so much crap oh man. Laugh until stomachache ar~ After awhile we walked down to PS to catch the movie but PS did not had the show so we took MRT down to City Hall to Marina Square again for the movie. The show started at 6.30pm so we went to arcade and played. Played ID with his brother and Dear dear won a few rounds then after that we went to have a drink and sit down chit chat waiting for our movie. Went for our movie, the show is damn funny but the ending part is so touching caused they trying their best to save the baby and last and not least the baby is soooooo cute. ^-^ After the show, we went to Marche and had our dinner before heading home. Today dear dear sent me home so happy and reached Pasir Ris saw Ray so went home together.
He's mine
Doremon
Whoooo~
Charlotte sure like this!
H E & S H E
This is "RESERVED", My Table!
Food at Marche!


Friday, October 20, 2006

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CHARLOTTE!
LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH~
YOU ARE FOREVER MY BEST SISTER EVER.
Today did not went to school again caused lots of thing happened yesterday. Crying more and more, kana scolded by my mommy (caused she is worried for me SORRY MOMMY~) and our problems. Anyway woke up in the morning with swollen eyes and a slight headache, prepared to meet my dear dear. He coming to fetch me and so i prepared a mini cheesey hotdog bread and vitagen for my dear dear as breakfast. Stayed at his house and we had a talk, but i really did not know how to forget that matter. Maybe i am too petty and and over sensetive. How i wish that i did not know the past Eddie Teh, then i will not always feeling insecure, worrying these and that and we might even have a more peaceful relationship now.
Anyway should be meeting Simon at 1pm to have lunch together but in the end i were late. We met up and he bought peppermint ice blended for me heehee = ) then he accompany me to Post Office to pay some bill. At that time he was waiting for me outside and i were holding on to the drink and jacket and he came in and helped me hold my stuffs = P. After that we did not know where to eat so we went separated where. My hp line kana cut off therefore i was unable to called Charlotte or any of my other friends, so i went to Charlotte's hse and waited outside for her. When came back waited for her to bath already then we headed down to Sakae Sushi and had the student buffet while waiting for Shuning to come and join us. We had so much fun and crapping around, really miss those sec school day where we will came after school to have the student buffet. After eating we went to take neo-print and later Yanling came to meet us, we went to arcade played. When Charlotte went to went YL's hse then me and Shuning shopped around and we even bought a Tee from Giordano. Asked the the push-cart for the job and think she need ppl and she even asked me to come on sun for briefting yea. Ard eight plus then i went home, reached home around nine.
A table full of food!!!
Lotte; Huiting; Shuning
Kiddy Meal~
C H A R L O T T E ''
S H U N I N G ''
S H U N I N G & H U I T I N G


Thursday, October 19, 2006

I don't like the person i'm turning into. It is too hard to be in love with you, just a ordinary life for you is different for me. I am tired of this emotional rollercoaster. Tired of worrying these and that, tired of everything. I felt that my life is full of crap and everything seem so fake.



I AM SERIOUSLY NOT ALRIGHT~ I AM GOING INSANE! BREAKING DOWN, FEELING INSECURE, CRYING, WORRY THESE AND THAT AND GETTING ANGRY. I AM REALLY SICK AND TIRED OF THIS KIND OF LIFE, I DESPERATELY NEED A BREAK. ALL I WANTED IS JUST A SIMPLE LIFE NOT ASKING MUCH BUT WHY DOES GOD SEEM TO BE PLAYING AROUND WITH ME? THESE FEW DAYS WERE SO HARD FOR ME, BEEN CRYING FOR DAYS AND THE TEARS DON'T SEEM TO STOP. IT SEEM TO FLOW FOREVER TILL THE DAY I CLOSED MY
EYES, IT DON'T SEEM TO STOP! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO? ENDING MY LIFE SEEM TO BE THE EASIER AND ONLY WAY AT THESE MOMENT. I NOT BEING REALLY I AM NOT, I SIMPLY DID NOT KNOW WHAT THE HELL I SHOULD DO ALREADY. FORCING ME INTO THIS KIND OF MINDSET IS ALSO NOT THE WAY I WANT. I DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND WHEN THE HELL I BECOME SO NEGATIVE. AIN'T I THE HUITING THAT WILL PLAY LIKE HELL, JOKE ARD AND CRAP LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS, SINCE WHEN DID I CHANGE INTO THIS? I REALL DON'T LIKE THE PERSON I AM TURNING INTO! SERIOUSLY I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL, I THINK NOBODY LIKE TOO. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO BE WITH ME NOW BUT YOU ARE SIMPLY NOT THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST.
i really don't wish to cry anymore.
i am so afraid! afraid of everything.
can somebody be there for me?



Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Today counted as my first day of school thou it was already the second day. Woke up late as usual, suppose to start at 9am but in the end i reached school at 10.30am. When to break for two hours at first wanted to meet Simon but never. One more hour of boring Business Communication which is mostly on E-Learning. Slept for half an hour and off i went home. Meeting dear at Expo MRT but half way when i was crossing the road and he came to fetch me. When to meet Connie at Century Square Food Court (today was her first day of work so when to accompany her), after awhile Max came too. After sending Connie back to work, we went off met Teckhou too and off we went to drive around, find one of their sec sch friend and disturb teckhou = X. Sat at the playground and void deck and had a chit chat before heading home. Reached home, started to have the feeling so Simon chatted with me awhile before going back the house.
I am always like this but this is not the way i want.
Can someone please tell me what i should do?

At his friend hse de playground
They are chatting around. Kinda miss this kind of life too!


Monday, October 16, 2006

Today woke up at ard ten plus, having a slight headache. First day of school and i did not went to school. Since the day i came back chalet something is so weird going on with me. Nothing seem to be able to cheer me up instead i had been crying since yesterday until now i will still break down anytime. Maybe can say i feel insecure not only because of my relationship but also my life. So really no mood to go to school.
Anyway i went to meet my dear dear and my bestfriend, Michelle out for a walk.
Met my dear dear first and we walked ard, mainly to keep myself busy so that i won't be thinking so much, then later we decided to catch the movie "YOU, ME and DUPREE" at Century Square. When we were about to buy the tickets, i saw some of my classmated (Meiyi, Jasmine, Yongxin and Linfeng). They planning to catch a movie too. After chatting awhile with them then we bought the tickets and went in. The show was very funny and at least it did make me laugh and forgot everything. After the show, i went to dear dear house before meeting Michelle but i cried again. Really don't know what going on with me!!!
Anyway i am late and i made MIchelle worried for me and first time see her got angry. I AM SO SORRY MICHELLE! I went to alter my skirt then we went to walked around until 7 plus then we went to Fish & Co and had our dinner. We ate until so full haha = ) then after dinner i went to buy contact lens solution and we went to the Nail Palace and did a Express Medicure. After that i went to collect my skirt and i took a cab home.
"YOU, ME and DUPREE"
"You, Me & Dupree"
Soup of the day
Seafood Platter for two pax




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Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
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DOB: 12 Feb 2010
Place of Birth: KK Hospital
Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
Gestation Period: 40 weeks & 1 day
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5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



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