Monday, October 03, 2011

I have a million of of things left unsay but that not because I am in the wrong but is because I felt that I have nothing to say to you. There way we communicate is beyond we can understand each other anymore. Since when do we become like this? Is it because of the love that is fading? or is it because there is a third party between us? or is it because I had become a mom and you feel that I am no longer the girl you used to love and dote on. Do you know the tears i drop is not fake but real. The pain you give is no fake but painful till it just tear me apart. There is so many time I am the one creating memories in our story. There is so many time I cry at night alone when you never care about me. There is so many time you can just leave me there and fuck care abt me. It simply too scary that you had already become a man that I never know. How many times had I question myself do I still love you? Why am I always the one crying and keeping mute. We break up once it took me so much courage and support from friend before I put a full stop to our story. But even we are ended we never left my life, my love for you never stop, my tears for you are still flowing every night. Bring myself to change to a totally different girl, I drink and dance all night to get rid of the lonely night, that always made me think of you. I drink to drunk to forget abt you. Till the day you came back to my life and bring me to believe you do change for me but I am just a fool to believe in you. It just bought me more hurt, pain and tears. I even kill myself once for you but nobody know except for my best bestfriend and i lose her, just like how I am losing you now.


Sunday, October 02, 2011

I always love the day when I am out with my sister.


There is no worry, no unhappiness but joy and laughters.

I enjoy the company I have with my sister.

I will treasure the moment we have together.

I enjoy the time with my precious daughter too = )






Sister & Babygirl



The 3 girls




Trying to take a snap of me kissing my girl.




My babygirl :)





Abi: Mommy trying to kiss me~




Do I look like a mommy?






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Until the bad guy come,
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Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
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DOB: 12 Feb 2010
Place of Birth: KK Hospital
Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
Gestation Period: 40 weeks & 1 day
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5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



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