Monday, July 31, 2006

Today is a bad day. After school we went to play bball caused meiyi wanted to play. I was so happy caused we really had a great time. But in the end i hurt my finger oh know this time it hurt really badly. Stupid weixiong helped me rubbed until so hard, rubbed until i cried. Very pain lor~ After that we jiu nv played and headed home.


Friday, July 28, 2006

I am so bored~!
I am NOT alright...
I need someone, someone that understand me.
I want to go out shop like hell. Don't have to care!


Thursday, July 27, 2006

Another few more minutes, it will be 27o7o6.
Our 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
i love youu is all i wanna to tell you.


Wednesday, July 26, 2006

I am glad that OFA cancelled~! Then i be able to rest and take a break.
Don't know what happen. These few days i felt so tired and stress. There seem to be something that keep on bothering me but i just don't know what is it. Arh Don't want to think so much now, just want to enjoy the happiness from you. That all...


Sunday, July 23, 2006

Today slept the whole day hahax =X
Woke up, bathed went out for dinner at Fishesman Village with my AHYI.
After eating went back home. I am bloated!
Tml school reopen already yet i still haven done my stupid OFA Project.
Imagine got to woke up early, reached home ard late evening time and no more time for my dar dar.
Life is just so boring again. Gonna miss my boy so much...


Saturday, July 22, 2006

Today never go for dance caused Yunru sicked le. Anyway i slept until ten plus then woke up continued watching "Devil beside you", left two more episodes hahax =X. After that bathed then went out with my sister. We going Bugis shopping muhahaha =))
Reached Bugis at 1pm, then had our lunch before going Bugis Street shop shop. Sister and I bought a Tee shirt for ourselves nice nice! I bought a skirt and earing too and sister bought a bag damn fucking nice. After shopping at Bugis Street, we went to Parco saw a shoes and short at M-industrial so nice but very ex. Anyway i am going to get it by next week which mean i am going to Bugis AGAIN. Arghhh~!
At around 4.45pm, we went back to Tampines had our dinner before going home. So tired~


Friday, July 21, 2006

I am very very happy.
Thanks for everything.
Miss you soooo much...
=))


Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Don't know what to say. Maybe sorry is all i wanted to tell you. After so long being together i really happy for the past three months and 21 days. For the sake of me you willing to change and give me the best of all but for me i can't give you everything and i simply can't make you happy either. I am so useless, not fit to be the one for you. After today i really love you and i don't know how to let go of you. You mean too much to me and i just can't live without you. Dear, I am sorry that i hurt you. But i really scared of losing you. Can you promise not to leave me? Coz i promise you that i will never leave you again.
You are mine and i not going to let you go
so don ever tell me you wanna leave me
cause i won't approve it!


Monday, July 17, 2006

I don't like my font!!!
Oh now already 4.45am and i still awake. Pro right? hahax= X Quite hungry but still don't feel like sleeping haiz~ Anyway change my blogskin cause the something wrong with my prevision one sian 1/2. Think i better get some sleep man... nitex


Sunday, July 16, 2006

I am so tired. Mommy bodyache then got to help her with the house work. So today i have been cleaning the whole house, so tired but at least can also jian fei hahax = X Then at night i prepared dinner for mommy n my brother and sister hahax =)) Anyway is just some simple dish but can see mommy is very happy. There is another thing i am very happy about but don't wanna to say bleahx = P
i feel the change in you
i feel the love from you
i love you more n more
love you always
muackx*


Friday, July 14, 2006

HOHOHO! Since school holiday i didn't had a chance to play bball cause everyone seem to be so busy. Quite sad right =( But then today super super happy caused my dear dear pei me played basketball. Surprise right hahax =) Actually because he promised to play with me thay why but i still very happy caused he don't really like to play basketball de. Anyway we played together with Max and my sister, so sad played so many rounds yet didn't win once haiz~ Never mind can play bball jiu man zhu le. Played until 5plus then we played badminton too. So lame hor but i really very happy hahax =)) At ard 6 plus then they all went home then i went home to prepared dinner for my brother and sister. After bathed oh man i having a bad headache AGAIN and it killing me so went to rest. Dear i today really very very happy love you so much. Wanna say a big BIG THANK YOU! =))


Thursday, July 13, 2006

*Yawn* This morning dear dear came my house pei me before going to school. Quite happy but he like not very happy then i don't know what to do haiz~. Anyway at ard 10 plus accompany he to wait for cab, really miss you and hoping you can stay longer and accompany me but cannot cause you got to go school = C.
After that i went home bathed and prepared to meet shuning. We went to watch "Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead's Man Chest" and eat hohoho. The movie was damn nice and Orlando Bloom is so handsome hahax = X but i am shivering liked hell. It was damn fucking cold and i simply hope it can faster end. So long didnt go out with my bestfriend, miss her so much. Really must meet out more. We planned to watched Tokyo Drifts hahax = ) and other many many movies.


Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Today mommy off and i am going shopping with her. Just me and her , so happy = ) Anyway we went to Bugis de Guai Yin Miao first then after that we went to eat cause mommy hungry again. No wonder i getting fatter and fatter. After eating, we went to bugis street, ooOh so long didn't come here already.
But my mood simply just change and i don't feel like shopping anymore, just wanna go home!
Sian sian sian sian really don't know what to do. S0metimes it is better to let go den to hold on to smth that does not belong to me...Wanna be alone...
Anway after bugis street, we went to Parco. I went to eat ice-cream to stop me from thinking. On the mrt, i met a sicko. OH MY GOD! he is so prevert. Lucky mommy with me or else i don't know what to do if i am alone.
Bad day again!
Went home, online and rest...


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

What to blog? haiz~
Today is just another bad day, bad memories for me but tml will be fine! Gonna forget it...
But when i am with my boy i already very contented cause i really miss him sooo much... Really wish can always be with him = ) Love you


Monday, July 10, 2006

I am contented to have you. I love the way you smile, love your crapping stuffs, love every little things of you. I am happy when you always try your best to make me happy and give me the best.
Thou sometimes we had lots of unhappiness but i never ever regret being with you. Really never! You had become part of me and i simply can't live without you. My life is meaningless without you so don't ever say you wanna leave me cause i don't want to let you go. After so long, i really nv tot we could last for so long but i really hope we can go on like this and hope our story nv has an ending. That all i wish and also wish i am the one for you.
Last of all i wanna tell you...
Dear, I LOVE YOU!


Friday, July 07, 2006

After chatting with Rosanne and Yongxin in msn, it remind me of the past. A scary mermories that i don't wish to remember. Anyway no matter how hard i try it gonna hunt me forever. Simply feel phobia and insecure now.
This is the conversation of me & Rosanne...
Rosanne : U donno what happen ytd?
Rosanne : Abt Jiahui and Ivan tag his board and scolded him
mee : What happen?
Rosanne : Jiahui gort tell u anything?
mee : nope
Rosanne : they all quarrel at his tagboard
Rosanne : Ivan monday gonna wack him
Rosanne : n honestly
Rosanne : ii will block him from ivan's punches
mee : but if he goes on like this i gonna to ask him what he want
After conversation with Yongxin i felt that he is a bastard and jerk. Never met this kind of hum ji guy before. Why does guys always like this? Playing with girl feelings and hurting them again and again. Making girls shed tears for them and in the end what does the girl get? Does all these worth it? Or can i say girls are simply too silly. Jeff i really hope you bloody hell stop hurting her and making her cry for you. Or you will regret. You had already lose the one you love and ur past why can't you just cherish what you have now? Why? Are you going to lose her already then feel regret again? All these made me feel that all guys are the same.
To someone, i am sorry about today. Sorry for making you piss off and angry. Sorry for the guild thing. I am truly very sorry about it. Don't know... Why i simply can't bring myself to forgive myself. You always said that you not good enuff but this time round i felt that i am the one which is not good enuff , not you. These few days I am feeling so weird and thinking too. Maybe is the past that made me feel so insecure, made me don't believe in guys again. I really don't know what to do all i hope now is leading a peaceful life cause i have enough of this kind of life. Dear, i am sorry.




Thursday, July 06, 2006

I am not feel well. Keep on felt like vomiting. Maybe i had ate something wrong. Really miss my boy, one day nv chatted with him already feel so lonely. Maybe i shall sing the Lonely i'm so lonely already. hahax = ) Wanna tell you i miss you too.


Wednesday, July 05, 2006

o5.o7.o6 & o6.o7.o6
Today met my dear at his school at 11.30 sharp hohoho today i am not late hehe. = P We went to mac ate something and chit chat lorx. But i am so scared, scared of bumping into him. And know what i found the ring so happy hehe. After that i took bus alone back to Tampines and met my friends then go chalet together. While waiting for the bus think quite alot and memories flow back to my mind remember the time when we played bball together and you are always the one that protect me and let me win all the time. But sometime you also suan me heehee. Anyway already said is past already so i should just treasure what i have now cause i know you really mean too much to me. Anway after meeting jiahui they all then we went to chalet together. Reached already play poke den we went to arcade. Hohoho at first i start to play the street bball and those guys beside me bu shuang ba then they started to challenge with me. At first i donnoe then jiahui told me and she even cheer for me making me feel so stress but it is fun man. After that went back to chalet and started to start the fire. At ard 7 then we all started bbq and everyone is coming. But at 8 plus went to jerry hse and get a shirt from him after that went back to chalet. At night we went to Pasir ris Beach, stupid LP and weixiong kept on scared me and yunru then we kept on screaming. Idiot guys. After that we sat at the rock dere chit chat and enjoy the breeze. At ard two plus we went back to chalet, arghhh the guys are smoking in the room then me and Lp went to mac and ate. He just so lame and crapping. Went back to chalet they finally nv smoke already then we went to rest and the other guys watching world cup. At 5 i woke up and went home to rest for a few hours before going dance. But in end we didn't went for dance, accompany mommy to central there then who know she wanted to go to Tampines. Then i wear until like what sia go Tm made me keep one wanted to go home so pai seh. Went home bathed already slp until night then woke up. Nv pei my dear dear, dear i'm sorry. I am too tired already sorry.





Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Hai~ woke up late. Didn't went for dance. Sorry Yunru hai ni waited for me at Tampines alone. Tml give you a kiss heehee =p So went back to sleep for a few more hours before going out. At ard 11 plus finally woke up went to prepare to meet my boy. Took bus 3 to White Sand returned the books already then took a cab down to meet him at his school. Lucky didn't bump to anyone there.
Anyway we went to watch "Superman" oOooh the superman quiite handsome and his son so cute. At first tot would be a boring show but quite intresting not bad at least it is better than Garfield 2. After the show went to his house before going home.

To my boy,
Don't know why today i am extreme happy maybe too long nv see you.
Really wish can be with you longer. Anyway there is something i wanna to tell you...
Dear I really really love you and i already can't leave without you.
No matter i wouldn't want to leave you and will not let you go until the day we part.
I will keep those promises that i made. I will always cherish and treasure you
Because you are mine ONLY!
Love you always
*Muackiee*





Monday, July 03, 2006

Woke up at 8 plus went to dance with Yunru. Hip-hop @ 9.30am and Tango Jazz @ 11pm; finally get to learn the Tango Jazz so damn excited. But the both teachers was late for 30 minutes which mean we gt lesser time to learn the dance steps. Haiz~ Overall i prefer the Tango Jazz more. Yunru agreed too! hehex = X
After dance actually meeting Stephanie today but she like sad sad de then in the end we didn't meet up again. So i went with my classmate to buy all those bbq stuffs. First Yunru and me went to Sengkang; Compass Point and meet Ivan, LP and Rosanne. Then we took bus 159 too, don't know where cause me myself also don't know. Blindly followered them. After that at ard 3 plus we took the same bus back to Yunru's house but i meeting my friend so i alighted earlier than them and took bus 72. At the Bus stop i saw Kok DengLin hahax = xSo surprise to see him there and he so different from last time not as childish as before. Can imagine last time we use to peek at him during parade time cause only that time he looked so smart and handsome with the serious look and loyalty to NPC, other then that he is a irritanting guy = X oOps! Anyway i met up with shuning too we shop ard Tampines and i went to popular and get my stuffs before going home. Oh i am so damn tired. Don't even got mood to do homework.


Saturday, July 01, 2006

UPSET TEARS INSECURE HAPPINESS is nothing to me already.
All i wish is to l0ve you, being with you, make you happy and give you the happiness, not to hurt you.
But i am actually hurting myself. Am i stupid or silly?
Wondering again and again but i still can't get an answer.
LEAVE ME ALONE
I NEED SOME SPACE
I AM CRYING DEEP INSIDE ME
AND NOBODY CARE.



SO BORING!
Dance was CANCELLED...
Caused MR.CHO is on M.C. Anyway this monday we got Hip-Hop at 9.30am and Tango Jazz at 11am. Looking forward to it. I am waiting......
= )




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