you ended my heartbeat,too..

Today went back to my hometown.

Home sweet home yea~

Met my beloved ah gong at the checkpoint at 11.30am.

We had our lunch then we went to get the things we need.

I also bought my dad favourite de roasted drumstick duck rice and beer.

Daddy, I really miss you.

God is unfair to us, why does he want to take away our dad from us.

After everything we went back city square shop-ed awhile before we go back home.

He never know how i feel,

cause he never care about how i feel

He never know what i want,

cause he always assume i will tell he what i want.

He never know and care about why i cried,

cause he just feel i am being over-sensitive and paranoid.

He never know who the one that stole my heart,

cause he assume it has somebody else.

He never know anything but yet he still doubt on me.

He hanged the phone,

and told me everything is over.

WHY?

You want end it.

I donno what to say anymore.

But you cannot ask me to stop loving someone i still love.

My heart will never ever be replace by anybody,

cause you had already stolen my heart away on the 27 march 2006.

my sister and i on the way to work

mee

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30 march 2008

2.10 am

Today off day, slept until 1 plus.

Chat-ed and msg-ed with Mr.Pillow.

Also played com for the whole afternoon.

At ard 6plus when to Tampines and meet my besti.

We had dinner at Qi Ji and shop-ed ard till 9plus.

Then besti went home, i went to meet Mr Pillow.

Idiot wanted to watch Shutter, oh man!

Whenever i watch ghost show, i always feel very tired after the show.

You know why?

Cause i keep hiding here and there. lol

Thanks for scary me during the show. Stupid

After the show we chat-ed awhile at the bus stop,

then we shared a cab home.

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29 march 2008

2.39pm

This date is a evil day.

Both have the same surname,

but there are different person.

Everything is so familiar.

It`s so scary.

Being fren with him..

Will he hurt me like he do?

Will he bring me smile or tears?

I really don know

Oh man!

Somebody tell me what to do.

Tears, upset and angry by what he said.

Chat-ed till 4plus.

He is already very tired and tml he still got work

but he don want to hang up. hai

Really got a hard time asking him to sleep.

Wanna to end this frenship but got to make him go sleep.

I promised i will ans his call.

Oh MAN!!!!!

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27 march 2008

He is so sweet.

He the first guy that promise me to accompany to zoo.

At first I tot he is same as other guys making empty promise,

just to stop my tears and made me smile.

But he really did keep his promise.

Received a msg from him while i am still in my lala land.

Msg is....

Hello.Wake up le ma?

Tell you good news and bad news ok?

Gd news is next week i friday off.

Bad news is i going to yue hui with you.

Can go zoo is you wan? :p

27/03/2008; 12.28pm

I am really happy and you are the first guy that i feel so sweet.

Thanks my fren

(P.S jia you jia you for your sales)

HUBBY,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

ONCE MY HUBBY, FOREVER MY HUBBY!

THAT YOU, NOBODY ELSE

EDDIE TEH YENLOONG

27.03.2006

12.05 am

the day that i nv forget.

The familiar place that i used to come.

I miss the place.

I miss the path.

I miss the bus stop

Everything is the same,

but something is no longer the same.

That is we are no longer the same.

I want to go back the day we used to be,

but you said NO.

Tears fall, i tried to stopped to let you know i recovered,

But you still said NO.

It hurt when you show me her photo and tell me is her.

It hurt when i saw the photo of you and her smiling happily.

But did you ever know i never stop loving you ever since the day i end it.

You never did.

IT is not easy for me to forget you,

because i love you deeply.

Give me some time.

Please give me some time,

to dry my tears for you,

to stop the pain that you give,

and time for me to FORGET YOU!

ALAN TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE THE SECOND GUY THAT MADE ME CRIED!!!

I HATE YOUU

So what you have the power.

It doesnt give you the right to pick on me,

Cause i never did anything wrong in the first place.

The sight of you made me blind.

The way you talk made me wanna puke.

Please don ever think you are handsome coz if you really handsome,

then there no one in the world is ugly k.

DON EVER LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN!

I TEARS AGAIN!

What should i do?

I really donno know what to do in order to

let you know the amount of love i have for you.

i breaking down once again

Just came back from Tampines.

Actually suppose to meet simon but he have something on.

So meet my besti and sister, went to buy some books for my brother.

Will be teaching him MATHEMATIC.

I LOVE MATHS BUT HATE THEORY!

Anyway after buying the books, we went to cafe cartel to have our dinner.

Oh man i been eating alot for the past few days.

After that we chilled out at starbuck.

Shuning and me learning how to be tai tai!

Ard 12 plus we shared a cab home.

I am going to miss you babe *muackss

Please don leave me

Please tell me you love me

Please tell me i am ypur only one

Please tell me everything is not a dream!

I CARE
I MISS

I WANT
I NEED
I LOVE

But i got no choice...

I am working OT.

I did call you but you did not ans.

I really did...

Today event is Administative Service and Promotion Cermoney.

My first virgin of portioning fish was successful. Yeah!

First time doing OT too. Ermmm what can i say.

Tiring but fun! After work when to eat with my friend before going home.

By the time i reached home it is already 5 plus.

I am sorry.

I really did call you.

MONDAY, MARCH 17 2008

Went down to City Hall to collect my Ezlink card.

(as usual i dropped again)

After that i went over to Dhoby Ghaut to meet shuning and simon.

Then we walked over to Cathy to watch STEP UP 2 yipee~

Went to the basement to get some bite before the movie start,

we decided to eat shinlin and the uncle was so damn irritanting la.

Simon and me were looking out for shuning then he tot i want to talk to him. *faint*

Anyway the show was damn nice 5 thumb up!!!

After the movie we walked over to Cineleisure and had Bugur King for dinner.

Thou is ten but i really don feel like going home.

Step up made us wanna dance man and move our body!

Went to DXO and had drink and chit chat before going home.

Ard1 plus daddy came to fetch me and he sent simon and shuning home.

I love you guys.

I know you guys wanna help me.

But i just can`t seem to forget him.

I LIED TO HIM!!!

I told him, i have a new boyfriend.

I told him, i have someone else.

I told him, i love the someone.

But there are just lies..

the someone is still YOU!

Cause you never ever leave my heart,

ever since the day i choose to let you go.

I HATE MYSELF

BUT I STILL LOVE HIM

SUNDAY, MARCH 16 2008

Today is my third days of work.
Finally is a wedding dinner.
I can feel the happiness and joy from the guest.
The bride is pretty. the groom is handsome.
Cocktail serving for the first time, it is tiring.
After all still alright, did try some portioning today.
But i kana scolded hai~
Anyway just tired
i miss him
really miss

FRIDAY, MARCH 14 2008

HAPPY ADVANCE 21TH BIRTHDAY TO MR JERRY

But our friendship ended too.

Met charlotte and shuning at Tampines Inter.

I was super hyper shouted like the inter is my hse.

Damn pai seh can!

We went over to Starhub made some payment for my hp bill

and top-ed up my prepaid card.

Then went to the converse sales to get present for Jerry.

Took MRT to White Sand, bought some food before heading down to his chalet.

But everything went wrong and there go my friendship and buddy.

Ran off to the beach alone, i tears.

Msg-ed him but i know even i told him i am crying,

he wont come down to be with me.

But i just wish-ed you will.

Cause you said you will be there for me always.

Today first time work

Oh man! I just feel the job don suitable for me

I am happy!

Happy to talk to you

Happy to know you love me

Happy to know that you miss me

Happy that i have a place in ur heart

Happy to hear the three words from you again!

I love you too

We talked for the first time

I am nervous

I am happy

I am scared

But i ended up tearings tearings for you

You cut me to pieces and you torn me apart

My heart is broken

i lost my smile forever

I don want to be ur dream

and you are not my dream

you my bf and future hubby

No one can ever replace the place in my heart

I love you deeply

please don do this to me

PLEASE

YOU NOT MY DREAM AND I AM NOT YOUR DREAM!

YOU UNDERSTAND

FUCK ME OFF

I am mugging and stressing my exam.

Things are different...

Pain and stress are eating me up

You are always here for me when i am feeling stress

but now you are not here anymore

I really wish at this moment

you are right here with me.

Life without you seem so colourless

Life without seem so quiet

Life without you hurt still there

Pain still there

Suffering still going on..

i really need you

Every lonely night is painful.

I tear for you

but you never know.

It hurt

Anyone can bring back my smile

Anyone can stop me from tearing

Anyone can stop my pain

Cause it is really hurting me...

Bring me out of this pain

Please...

I not a good girl anymore.

I msg-ed him again

I cant stop myself.

I cant stop my mind from thinking of him

I cant stop my love for him

I cant stop my tears from faling.

I cant stop the pain i am going thru

I am not as strong as you think.

I am a girl that need to be protect.

I need you

i want you

i missing you

i love you

EDDIE TEH YENLOONG

PLEASE COME BACK TO ME

TELL ME ONCE MORE YOU LOVE ME

I still can`t get over you

I still need you

I still want you

I still love you

Please tell me you still love me

Please come back to me

Please hold on to me,

tell me you never let me go again.

I never know i stand so little place in your heart

I never know i don worth anything to you

You just played me around

You just treat me as a toy

You just fool me with your sweet talk

All the promises are just empty promises that will nv true.

But i believe you

i believe it.

I am just a fool

Just cried again

MY LIFE IS SO FUCK UP!@!!

Come back to me

Hold on to me

Tell me you wont let me go

Tell me you still have feeling for me

Tell me you still love me

Tell me i am your everything

Tell me be with you forever

and i will be with you FOREVER

I fail to hold on to you.

I let you go, i let you have the freedom.

I ended our story but my heart still hurt.

The pain still there, suffering still going on.

But my heart beat stopped.

I am dead. ♥

1 year 11 months and 3 days;

Everything is really over between us.

I put an end to our story.

I put an end to my pain and suffering.

I am a girl that free from pain but my heart still HURT.

A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Tigger ?

Music is definitely part of her life.
Dancing is her passion.

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."

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Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
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DOB: 12 Feb 2010
Place of Birth: KK Hospital
Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
Gestation Period: 40 weeks & 1 day
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5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.

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