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Saturday, July 28, 2007
You made me fall in love with you. so when can i have a date with you? =P Friday, July 27, 2007 Today is our 16 months anniversary, hubby came over to my hse and fetched me after his school. Then he sent me to Tampines Police Station to get my police report but he actually left me down there and went off. Did not know what to do? But i took a cab down to his house and then he was at the bus stop so we took bus 3 to Pasir Ris interchange to made my ez-link card.After that we slacked and walked ard White Sand till 1 plus then we went to Tampines Qi Ji and had our lunch. We also decided to catch a movie "Mr Simpson", thou the movie was funny but half way thru i finally break down. After the movie went to his house till 8 before we had our dinner at Fish and Co. My mood is still the same uup and down, on off. But what can i do i really cant take the two months as nothing. I simply cant cheer up and i just want to cry. There is things i wish to tell you...... I want to say sorry cause i lost our ring and watch you had bought for me. I want to say thanks you for being there for me when i needed someone. I want to tell you i miss those days we are happily bering together. I hope that whatever you tell me is true, not lies. I hope that you will keep all the promises that you have made. I hope to believe there is no one else in ur heart except for me. I hope that every kiss, every hug and every memories we had is REAL. Last of all its time to say...... HAPPY 1YEAR AND 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! i hope that everything you say, every promises, every memories, every kisses and hugs, lastly our dream, you really do mean it. Coz i mean it. Thursday, July 26, 2007 I am scared You are too scary! PLease don touch me. Please stay away from me Can someone please save me from his hands? ( a dream that i nv wishh to be real! ) Tuesday, July 24, 2007 TO MY BESTIE MICHELLE TAN SHUNING I WANNA TELL YOU A BIG BIG SORRY! You are my one and only bestfriend. Despite of making you happy and spending all my time with you, I am always troubling you with my problems and making you cry and upset for me. I understand you will get jealous of eddie cause i am always spending most of my time with him, sometime you asked me out alone he will simply tag along. I know you hope that we have more time being together just the both of us. (i am sorry) I also know you hate eddie cause he is always making your bestfriend cried, upset and hurting herself become so miserable. ( i am sorry) I don know how you feel now? After giveing him so much chances yet till now i still choose to be with him. I don know what you think of me? Maybe i just fei jian ba, sometime i also don know why but i really do love him alot. But no matter how important he is to me or no matter how much i love him. I still WANT you, i still NEED you and you will ALWAYS be in my HEART. He cant compare with you, you cant compare with him too. Both of you are so important to me that i treat you as my family. I don want to made a decision to choose between the two of you. You can say i am selfish or greedy but i want to have the both of you at the same time. I want YOU and i want HIM. Can i have the both of you at the same time? I don wish to see you cry again. I don wish you to be upset for me. I don want you to worry for me. I want you to be happy. I want you to be the happier person in the world. I will not trouble you with my problems again and i am not going to let you cry for me anymore. Sorry for not being able the best and good bestfriend. Sorry for everything that i have done to made you upset and angry. I AM SORRY We knew each other for 7 years. We went thru thick and thin together. Happy and sad memories. We get jealous, we get angry and we quarralled with each other. But still we become BESTFRIEND. No matter what happened you are always there for me when i needed you. I remember the first time you cried for me is on the Oct 2006 chalet, we were drinking chatting at the beach. Because i had a fight with eddie and you are upset cause you are the one that ask me to give if a chance that time. But in the end he did not chance and he hurt me again. That time i was drank, eddie and i cant talk it out and i simply lose my sense but the first person that came across my mind is you, all i want is you, i keep on shouting for you and finally you came. I was drank and i cried till i fall asleep in the middle of the beach pathway but you all there for me all the time. You are really my bestfriend. Yet yesterday i made you worry and cried for me again. I am truly not good enough for you. I not a very good bestfriend. I am just a bundle to you. I hate myself. So from today onward i not going to made you worry for me. I am not going to let you cry again. I am letting you go to have a happier life but you must promise me to be happy. = ) Take good care of urself. Thanks for being my bestfriend i love you HUITING I AM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW. WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG? WHY DOES THOSE THING HAPPENED TO ME ALL AT ONCE? FRIDAY MOMMY WAS ANGRY WITH CAUSED I DID NOT INFORMED HER THAT I NEVER GO FOR ABCAUS CLASS. BUT MOMMY I REALLY DID NOT LIE TO YOU. I NEVER!!! SATURDAY I AM CRYING THE NIGHT BEFORE BUT STILL MOMMY NEVER TALKED TO ME AND NEVER EVER CALLED ME. REALLY DONNO WHAT TO DO. SUNDAY WENT TO WORK AND THERE GONE MY WALLET & HANDPHONE. WHY??? CAUSED 3 FUCKING THAI or INDONESIA BITCHES STOLEN MY HANDPHONE AND WALLET. WENT TO CATCH THE BITCHES WITH SHUNING. BUT REALLY DONNO WHERE THE HELL THE RAN. JUST HOPE THEY ARE RUN OVER BY CARS. WENT TO REPORT LOST OF ATM, TERMINATED MY SIM CARD AND CALLED THE POLICE. MONDAY QUARRALLED WITH MY HUBBY. YOU ARE SO SCARY DONNO WHEN I ARE TELLING THE TRUTH AND WHEN ARE YOU LYING? TELL ME WHY DO YOU DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO ME, WHEN YOU YTD TELL ME YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF ME. EVEN MY FAMILY DON CARE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. DID NOT WENT TO SCHOOL MET UP WITH MY BESTIE - SHUNING WE HAD PIZZA HUT FOR LUNCH BEFORE I WENT FOR MY ABACUS CLASS. AFTER THE CLASS THERE GONE MY WATCH. ALL THANKS TO THE MAID. WHAT WRONG WITH ME? WHY GOD MADE ME LOSE TWO IMPT THINGS THAT MY HUBBY BOUGHT FOR ME. IS HE TRYING TO TELL ME I SHALL LET GO OF THIS RELATIONSHIP? I DONNOE I DON WANT CAUSED AT THE MOMENT I FOUND OUT MY WATCH WAS MISSING. I ANYHOW CROSS THE ROAD TO GET A CAB BACK TO THE CONDO WITHOUT THINKING OF MY SAFETY CAUSED IN MY MIND I WANT TO GET BACK THE WATCH. BUT THE FUCKING MAID KEPT ON SAID SHE DID NOT TAKE AND SHE SHOUTED AT ME. I AM REALLY VERY SCARED. I BEG HER TO RETURN ME EVEN I HAD TO PAID FOR IT JUST TREAT IT AS I BUY FROM HER. I CRIED AND TELL HER THE WATCH WAS REALLY VERY IMPT TO ME. I MEAN ALOT TO ME. BUT SHE FUCKING DON WANT TO ADMIT. CALLED HE TO COME DOWN THE MOMENT I NEED HIM. BUT HE DON WANT TO COME. IN THE END JERRY RUSHED CAB DOWN TO HELP ME AND ACCOMPANY ME. DID NOT GET BACK. CRIED ALL THE WAY AND IN THE END HE SENT ME HOME. THANKS ALOT. DID NOT EXPECT YOU TO BE WITH ME BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED SOMEONE BADLY. SORRY TO LET YOU SEE I CRIED AGAIN. THE WATCH MADE ME REALISED I STILL LOVE YOU. MADE ME REALISED I STILL NEED YOU MADE ME REALISED I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU MADE ME REALISED I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE YOU. YOU ARE SIMPLY TO IMPORTANT TO ME. PLEASE DON HURT ME AGAIN. Saturday, July 14, 2007 Abacaus Class @ Katong Mall. Woke up 7 plus and met biao sao at her house bus stop. Had our breadfast and the lesson start at 9.30 am. The 3 hours were so undurable cause i was so tired and keeping yawning non stop. Like kana some kind of yawning flu. Anyway i managed to endure until 1pm and i took bus 15 back to Tampines. Went to find shuning and accompany her for a while. left ard 4 plus. Reached home bathed and fall aslp. Woke up at ard 8 plus and my dinner, played maple and wait for my hubby. That my day. I am tired but i still missing youu Thursday, July 12, 2007 I hope we can hold on like this foreverr... Can we? Wednesday, July 11, 2007 PIE was cancelled caused teacher was on course. Wanna meet shuning out to talk out with her. But Eddie tag along... I am also stupid why i agreed him to tag along Maybe i am not prepared to talk out with her or maybe i am running away from the problem dat why i agreed him to join us. The first moment i met her i wan to let her know i am ok nothing was bothering me. But she was angry instead , is my fault caused i did not answer my phone and reply her. But i am sorry i just don know why i don wan to reply. There something wrong with me and i don know what is it. I am sorry. Went to get my shoes (i noe is UGLY but i like ar). Went to Qi Ji to have our dinner. Trying to be happy, stopping tears from falling. At ard 5 plus went over to dear dear`s hse, don wish to go home. Finally i break down. Sorry dear i scared you. Sorry to be a bundle to you. Sorry dat i fail to make you happy. Sorry that i am not good enough for you. Sorry for everything. I seriously donno what wrong. I don want to be a weirdo. Stay away from me, I am not freak. Leave me alone TRULY SORRY TO SHUNING, DEAR DEAR AND MOMMY I AM JUST A BUNDLE TO ALL OF YOU. Tuesday, July 10, 2007 Shouldn`t have called youu. I asked you to hang up the phone just to protect you. I know you don like my mommy to talk to you. I am sorry to be such a idiot, stupid failure. Sorry that i did not protect you. Sorry to make you angry DUI BU QI is my fault Friday, July 06, 2007
Are youu missing me like how i miss you? If youu are not missing me just tell me. Cause i don wish to be always the one missing you! Thursday, July 05, 2007 Today went over to Hubby`s house and accompany him. Then at ard 2 plus we meet Shuning at Century Square. We went to the basement toilet and then i went to buy my rasberry and canberry yogurt *yum yum* but is expensive lar.We walked over to the bus stop and took Bus 15 down to Marina parade. Then i walked over to the White Condo to meet my Biao Sao and they waited for me at the shopping centre. Talked to the parent and we made it on Every Monday 5.30 - 7 pm. Whoo~ Think by the time i will be exhaust. Nevermind for the sake of our future i got to save more and more money. x D After everything i went over to find them and i bought something and we walked around before taking a cab down to East Coast Park. When we reached there it was only 5.30 pm so we decided to walk ard before we had our dinner. We walked all the way to Bedok Jetty and enjoyed the breeze. It was so nice! We chit chat till 6 plus and we slowly walked back to the hawker. Had lots of food a pity was we did not take any photo haiz. We ate until so food till all of us were bloated man. Then we walked walked before we share a cab home. Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Hubby came my house and accompany for awhile, then he dropped me at White Sand to buy my lunch. Walked alone to see the NEW White Sand. Ermmmm~ not bad! Reached home played maple and online, till dinner time. At 7 plus i walked from my house to White Sand and meet my sister. Bought 3 comic books and FINALLY got my bag. X D Chatted with Jerry when i was on the way home. Recall lots of our memories. Really miss those days. |
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