Thursday, November 30, 2006



Today woke up late coz last night studied for BFS until 4am then in the end i reached school around nine plus. SORRY JIAHUI & HUIJUAN~ When for IAC then break for one hour. Next is TPS, OH MY GOD this was a fucking boring lesson did not even know what the stupid old teacher was teaching man!!! After this is another one hour break before BFS CA1, so we went to Cafe 2 to had our lunch after that we studied until time up then we went for the test. The test was easy hope i can score A. Anyway the test ended at 3pm then i waited for Teckhou coz his lesson end at 4pm, thanks guys for accompany me = ) After that we took bus 31 and alighted at Teckhou's hse there then we walked to TP. Reached there around 4pm then we walked around, sat at the prata stall there and had a drink till 4.30 then we walked to his school bus stop and waited for him. Da bian so slow one made us waited for you at the bus stop and take in all the smoke. tian ar~ At 5pm, da bian finally came and we took bus 291 to Tampines, walked around before going home.
I AM SO TIRED~
I SERIOUSLY NEED SOME REST...
During TPS Lesson...
It was so damn boring~
Peoples were falling asleep! See how boring it is...



Today dad sent me and my friends (meiyi, jiahui and huijuan) to school. First lesson is BFS and then later is IAC and next will be break. Actually today lesson should end at 4pm but we decided to leave after DS. We shared a cab down to Tampines Interchange then we went seperate ways. I took train then bus 3 home, reached home ate the chinese medicine already then slept all the way till 7pm. At 7pm went to bath and had my dinner then accompany dear dear played maple and chatted with him on the phone until 12 plus then he went to sleep first. After he went to sleep then i start to study for tml BFS CA1, studied all the way until now which is already 4.30 in the morning *YAWN*. Think i better go catch some sleep.
CANDI DREAM, NITE NITE ^_^


Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Did not meet dear dear!
We skipped BCM lesson AGAIN~
Left school at 2pm then we shared a cab to Tampines inter.
Stomachache like hell, don know what going on.
Wanna save money so i REN and took MRT and bus 3 home.
Reached home i ate the chinese medicine and went to rest.
Dear sorry didn't accompany youu
but i do miss youu
Love youu too.


Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Today lesson started at nine and ended at 2pm but we skipped BCM as usual. So we left at 1pm then Adeline, Jiahui, Huijuan and me shared a cab but i alighted at Teckhou's house de bus stop caused i meeting Eddie. He must be waited for a very long time, SORRY DEAR! He told me one bad and good news. The bad new is while waiting for me he smoked and the good new is we are meeting TECKHOU *YIPEE* = P
They accompany me back home to change then we went back to Tampines. We went to CS Arcade played a few rounds of ID then we went to basement 1B XIAO BEI and had some bite. After that we went to Popular coz i need to get some stationary and then to arcade to use up all the tokens that i had and we played a few rounds of pool. Quite fun and Teckhou actually hit the ball too hard until it fly under one the arcade machines made us had a hard time finding the clour ball haha = X.
Then we went home at 7 plus.


Today is not my day.
Not feelign very well.
Family problem.
INSECURE!!!


Saturday, November 25, 2006

Today i was located at Bugis Seiyu, oh no new environment again!
Anyway dear dear came to my house met me first before we went to work together. We took bus 3 to White Sand then we took MRT down to Bugis and Outrum. Reached Bugis so i alighted first then i went to Cold Storage and bought some green apples for demo before reporting to work. ARGH~ New environment donno where to report, where the store and what to do. Hai~ Luckily there are some kind soul to help me and i asked some of the staffs too. Actually working at Bugis was better than Tampines coz the sales there were much more better than in Tampines but too bad they need a Full-time. During break time Hweeleng came to look for me and we went to the food court and had a break then Hweeleng went to the Cold Storage to get some apples too. After that we went back, not that boring after all and times passed quite fast too. Today sales were damn good until i got no time to close stock and made dear dear came up to find me and waited for me. SORRY DEAR~ After that we left together back to Tampines and had our dinner before i went home ALONE...


Friday, November 24, 2006

I HATE FRIDAY
DEAR DEAR LIED TO ME AGAIN AND AGAIN. FOREVER LYING~
REALLY DON UNDERSTAND WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH. LYING TO ME ONLY MAKE ME THINK THAT YOU ACTUALLY WANNA KEEP THING FROM ME AND YOU ARE REALLY DOING SOMETHING THAT I SHOULDN'T KNOW. HOW AM I GOING TO TRUST YOU IN FUTURE. DEAR I REALLY TRYING VERY HARD HERE TO FIND BACK OUR TRUST BUT WHY MUST YOU LIE TO ME AND SPOILED IT. YOU KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS MA? BET YOU DON UNDERSTAND AT ALL. CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW? I REALLY LOVE YOU AND WANNA BE WITH YOU BUT IF YOU CONTINUING LYING AND LYING THERE NO POINT TO GO ON THIS RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE.
CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING
Forever crying for you!
i don't wished to shed
anymore tears for you
it is so tiring.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE TAN SHUNING.
P.S SORRY yesterday busy doing my presentation then i forgotten to wished you Happy Birthday.
I am so sorry. Hope you today have a great day with me and my mommy and also hope you like the present i bought for you. Last of all i wanna to wish you a Sweet 18 Birthday and may all your wishes fall upon you. Hope our friendship will never end. BEstfriend forever...
SHE IS MY BEST OF BEST FRIEND...
Mine NEw York Cheesecake!!!
Shuning's Chocolate banana fudge cake. *hottest Favourite*
My sister Chococlate Sundae *yum yum*
Chocolates from Candy Empire.
For dear dear!!! ^-^


Wednesday, November 22, 2006

My BaBy Tigger Love it so much!!!







Friday, November 17, 2006

When to sort things out with Max. But things are still the same, after telling him all the things i had put into this relationship, all my feeling and what your brother do to make me lose the trust in him but he still don understand me at all. He still felt that i am the one that DON CHERISH & TREASURE HIM, DON TRUST YOUR BROTHER AND ALWAYS THE ONE HURTING HIM. IT was so unfair to me after all i put into the relationship and all i got were these kind of shit.
THINGS WERE STILL UNCLEAR AND WORST AFTER ALL!!!


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

YES SO WHAT IF MY LIFE IS A BLOODY SHIT!
DOES IT GOT ANTH TO DO WITH YOUU? IF YOU REALLY KNOW SO MUCH AND UNDERSTAND HOW A GIRL REALLY FEEL, YOUR THINKING WUN BE SO INMATURE. THERE WUN BE SO MUCH PROBLEM HAPPENING BETWEEN YOU AND CONNIE TOO. BTW WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS COPYING MY POSTS AND PASTED IT IN YOUR BLOG AND GIVE LOTS OF USELESS COMMENTS? I DID NOT NEED YOUR COMMENTS CAUSE YOU ARE CHILDISH AND INMATURE AND LAST OF ALL YOU ARE NOT ME AND YOU DON UNDERSTAND HOW A GIRL FEEL AT ALL.


Monday, November 13, 2006

Everything is not alright. Everyone seem to be keeping things from me especially my the one i love most. Do you ever think of how i feel? Who am i to you? Did you think of me when you hug her? I never do these kind of things to you then why must you do these kind of thing to me? When i knew that you met an accident on tuesday do you know how worry i am? You know how scared and worry i feel? I scared i did not get to see you for the last time and you got to leave me just like that. Yet you always do those things that upset me and hurt my fucking heart. You the one that changed me!!! You made me bacome so sensitive, over-reacted because of little stuffs , insecure and i lost the trust between us, but why and it was becasue of you. But all your friends and buddy make it sound like it was all my fault. What have i done man? On that day i am so worry for you yet you can hug another girl behind my back and you still can went to Changi with her ALONE! I trust you so much, i trying so hard to trust you that you will not do the same thing to me and yet you are suppose to be in school but you are actually out alone with a girl. You hugged her and have fun while i am actually stressing myself to study and i even cried tons of times because i had over stress myself too much, why i am doing all these is juste BECAUSE OF YOU. But you just break the trust i slowly build in you, you hurt me once again and you are still a LIAR....

This is what i found out myself not because he told me. But from his friend 's blog.

Next, come another shocking thing, She told me Sven hug her from the back while asking this question "what does it mean when a guy, not you BF hug you??" she said she knock him away, and i believe she would, i am going to tell u this now svenIf you think that "why you can hug yen ling [my another god-sister] while i can't hug your CONNIE??? she my mei lea" I can tell you, GO AND DIE!!! Yes, i hug her, i admit, but it because I long time didn't see her, AND I MEAN VERY LONG, don't come crap with me that you had also didn't see connie for a long time...

These is what happen and yet i kept in the dark.
What is going on? Can someone please tell me the truth...


Sunday, November 12, 2006

Today supposed to go Marina Bay steamboat with Vincent and then Teckhou asked us along but in the end Vincent did not go. So in the end only Charlotte, Teckhou, dear dear and me went for the steamboat. At 1.30 pm i left my house and took Bus 3 down to dear dear house and met him first. Reached at his house ard 2.30 pm but he just went out for lunch so i waited for him at the bus-stop, its raining so heavy and damn cold sitting at the bus stop. After meeting dear dear we took bus 3 to Tampines and we went to shop around while waiting for Charlotte to come. When Charlotte arrived, we took Bus 31 to Changi Hospital to visit YanLing. Then at 5 pus we took taxi and pick up Teckhou before headed down to Tampines MRT and down to Marina Bay. I were so hungry caused did not eat anything for my lunch and we ate from 6 to 9 plus. Everyone ate until bloated haha = D After eating we went to the arcade then we took back the shuttle bus to the MRT station. All of us alighted at Tampines then i took taxi home from dear dear house.
I MISS MY DEAR DEAR SO SO MUCH!
We are always waiting for the guys we love...
SHE IS MY BEST BEST SISTER.
HE IS MY BOY! = P *muackiee*
I like disturbing him = P
SISTER FOREVER!
I LOVE YOU GUYS~
TECKHOU; EDDIE; HUITING; HUIYING




Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU SO MUCH




Love begins wit a smile,
grows wit a kiss,
ends wit a teardrop.


Saturday, November 04, 2006

Received a msg from a guy at who lives near youu and
that guy is so poetry heehee = P

When the sun no longer burns
When the air is full of CO2
When the sea begin to dry up
Fear not for I’m here
Here to light up your sky
Provide the oxygen
And show you the way to a new source of water
Now it’s your choice to accept my extended
Friendship to you =)


Friday, November 03, 2006

Today dear dear came to my house to send me to school but before that we went to Tampines Interchange and fetched Jiahui and Huijuan. We only went for the IAC Class Test (12pm-1pm) then after that dear dear came to fetch me again heehee = P together with my friends, we all alighted at Century Square. On the way to lunch saw Shuning and so i asked her wanted to join us for lunch anot but she did not want so we went to have lunch. After lunch dear dear send me back home. Love you so much and SORRY too!


Thursday, November 02, 2006

Morning dear dear came to my house and fetch me to school together with my friends, Jiahui and Huijuan. I went for IAC lesson then after i went home, on the way to Expo Mrt an ang moh talked to me wah~ die ar my english so lousy. He asked where is the Shopping that is opposite the Expo then he pointed to Simei ITE which is my school and i told him there is no shopping centre around this area and that building he is pointed to is actually my school Simei ITE. Then he just thanks me and walked away and so i continued walked down to Expo Mrt. Met dear dear and Teckhou and off we wnet to the Pasir Ris Beach and White Sand for my lunch walked around before he sent me home. The headache is really killing, i can't take it anymore can someone please dig out my brain or just chop off my head.

Why am i always waiting for youu and not you the one waiting for me.
I don't like the feeling of loneliness and deng dai.
I wish to hear your voice and see the smile on your face.
I wish that you are right at my side NOW!
I AM SORRY~
Maybe like what you all said i had over-reacted and being too sensitive,
but i don't want to be like this too.
I trying not to think so much and give youu all my trust but i failed to do it.
Dear, i really did try to give you my trust but..... i can't
I am sorry, i really don't know what i should do.
Maybe all i can said now is...
DEAR, I AM SORRY!


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

I CUT MY HAIR! ARGH~




Can we be like this?





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Until the bad guy come,
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Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
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5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



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