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Monday, February 06, 2006
Something had happened to me! Big Big thing!!! A thing that i shouldn`t had do... A thing dat i didn`t had the gut to do all along, yet i had did it today. which turn my life upside down,, and change me into a different person. Don know why i miss him suddenly so decided to send him an sms surprising i get a reply from him. which i didn`t expected to receive it. This was how dat thing happened . . . . . . me : tml euu free? Wanna ask euu out cause i got smth to ask euu. him : I know, i`m occucupied for the week... What you wan to ask? (slow reply therefore i receive msg from him again) him : Eh...? You have reccomendation? me : blur* What recommendation? him : Jobs lah... Didn`t you guys work? me :Yah i`m working but my job not suitable for euu. i tot euu are working... why not free having a date? him : Yah, i`m not working... Either way i`m not free (heartbeats over 100++ , face as red as tomatoes, but still i gathered all my gutt and courage to confess to him) me : Abt dat thing which i wanna to tell is... do euu noe dat i like for a long long time ago but i don dare to tell euu abt it. I may be a freak and pest to euu and i not prefect at all but dat is how i look. So do euu noe how i feel when the guy i like say those hurtful words and ungreaceful things to me just like the other guys? I`m really very sad but all i can do is pretend to smile like nth happened in front of you. Anyway i hope to get a reply from euu as it is the ONLY reason to stop me from loving euu. (unpaitently waiting for his reply *beeps beeps*) him : No, i still LOVE Samantha... Being friends is alright already... There`s alot of better guys out there... me : hahax i felt so silly now but anyway i`m ok and i felt no regret cause i finally noe i stand no chance and thanks* for treating me as ur frenz. And i promise euu dat i treat euu just like frenz nth else. him : Yah, friends for sure... me : sorry for irritating and bothering euu him : No lah, not irritating lah... see ya... End of msging. Totally break down. But there nth i can do now. I give my best shot, i try my very best. I had already gathered all my gutt and courage and i even had Charlotte support... Yet i still fail to get wat i wan. I fail to get to his heart and replace away the girl he love. I can`t be his girl. I can`t be the person that go thru thick and thin I can`t share his happiness and burdden. No matter what i always be dere for him And i still wanna to tell him the... one sentence, three words and 7 letter. I LOVE YOU. ("v")v") |
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