Monday, November 13, 2006

Everything is not alright. Everyone seem to be keeping things from me especially my the one i love most. Do you ever think of how i feel? Who am i to you? Did you think of me when you hug her? I never do these kind of things to you then why must you do these kind of thing to me? When i knew that you met an accident on tuesday do you know how worry i am? You know how scared and worry i feel? I scared i did not get to see you for the last time and you got to leave me just like that. Yet you always do those things that upset me and hurt my fucking heart. You the one that changed me!!! You made me bacome so sensitive, over-reacted because of little stuffs , insecure and i lost the trust between us, but why and it was becasue of you. But all your friends and buddy make it sound like it was all my fault. What have i done man? On that day i am so worry for you yet you can hug another girl behind my back and you still can went to Changi with her ALONE! I trust you so much, i trying so hard to trust you that you will not do the same thing to me and yet you are suppose to be in school but you are actually out alone with a girl. You hugged her and have fun while i am actually stressing myself to study and i even cried tons of times because i had over stress myself too much, why i am doing all these is juste BECAUSE OF YOU. But you just break the trust i slowly build in you, you hurt me once again and you are still a LIAR....

This is what i found out myself not because he told me. But from his friend 's blog.

Next, come another shocking thing, She told me Sven hug her from the back while asking this question "what does it mean when a guy, not you BF hug you??" she said she knock him away, and i believe she would, i am going to tell u this now svenIf you think that "why you can hug yen ling [my another god-sister] while i can't hug your CONNIE??? she my mei lea" I can tell you, GO AND DIE!!! Yes, i hug her, i admit, but it because I long time didn't see her, AND I MEAN VERY LONG, don't come crap with me that you had also didn't see connie for a long time...

These is what happen and yet i kept in the dark.
What is going on? Can someone please tell me the truth...




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Birth Weight: 2.86kg
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5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



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