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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
TO MY BESTIE MICHELLE TAN SHUNING I WANNA TELL YOU A BIG BIG SORRY! You are my one and only bestfriend. Despite of making you happy and spending all my time with you, I am always troubling you with my problems and making you cry and upset for me. I understand you will get jealous of eddie cause i am always spending most of my time with him, sometime you asked me out alone he will simply tag along. I know you hope that we have more time being together just the both of us. (i am sorry) I also know you hate eddie cause he is always making your bestfriend cried, upset and hurting herself become so miserable. ( i am sorry) I don know how you feel now? After giveing him so much chances yet till now i still choose to be with him. I don know what you think of me? Maybe i just fei jian ba, sometime i also don know why but i really do love him alot. But no matter how important he is to me or no matter how much i love him. I still WANT you, i still NEED you and you will ALWAYS be in my HEART. He cant compare with you, you cant compare with him too. Both of you are so important to me that i treat you as my family. I don want to made a decision to choose between the two of you. You can say i am selfish or greedy but i want to have the both of you at the same time. I want YOU and i want HIM. Can i have the both of you at the same time? I don wish to see you cry again. I don wish you to be upset for me. I don want you to worry for me. I want you to be happy. I want you to be the happier person in the world. I will not trouble you with my problems again and i am not going to let you cry for me anymore. Sorry for not being able the best and good bestfriend. Sorry for everything that i have done to made you upset and angry. I AM SORRY We knew each other for 7 years. We went thru thick and thin together. Happy and sad memories. We get jealous, we get angry and we quarralled with each other. But still we become BESTFRIEND. No matter what happened you are always there for me when i needed you. I remember the first time you cried for me is on the Oct 2006 chalet, we were drinking chatting at the beach. Because i had a fight with eddie and you are upset cause you are the one that ask me to give if a chance that time. But in the end he did not chance and he hurt me again. That time i was drank, eddie and i cant talk it out and i simply lose my sense but the first person that came across my mind is you, all i want is you, i keep on shouting for you and finally you came. I was drank and i cried till i fall asleep in the middle of the beach pathway but you all there for me all the time. You are really my bestfriend. Yet yesterday i made you worry and cried for me again. I am truly not good enough for you. I not a very good bestfriend. I am just a bundle to you. I hate myself. So from today onward i not going to made you worry for me. I am not going to let you cry again. I am letting you go to have a happier life but you must promise me to be happy. = ) Take good care of urself. Thanks for being my bestfriend i love you HUITING |
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