Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Woke up at 7 plus to my surprised i was in Eddie`s house. Stupid hang over decided on MC today. Hang over was so unbearable did not wish to care abt anth slept @ his house and he went to school. Did not want to think abt what he dad and mom would say cause no matter how good i am they still dislike me. He came back at 9 plus, continued to sleep till 11 plus then i keep insist of going home. So he went home with me bathed and took cab down to see doctor (but doctor went out for lunch) so went to arcade he wanna see his fren expected no change. After math i went to see the doctor already, walked to Central finally had a hair cut, late lunch at the hawker had my favourite fish soup and we cabbed back to his house and get his car. Drove down to Mandai donno wat camp to fetch Ah Chua. While waiting for Ah Chua, we both break down, kept shouting in the car. Ah Chua came, i cried all the way Changi. They did not manage to book the chalet cause closed, sent Ah Chua back and i went over his house. Slept till 10pm ate and down to Jazz with Shuning why reason is simple and clear.


He know about everything.
He know i fall for someone.
He know who he is.
He know who is Mr. Dumb Dumb.
He kept quiet, waiting for me to tell him.
What should i do?
YES, i admit i always been running away from it.
But that because i did not know what real.
I did not know why i can start to live without him.
When i tot he will only be the guy i going to LOVE.
Am i tired of everything?
Feeling for Mr Dumb Dumb was incrediable,
maybe i just wish someone to love me, take care of me and protect me.
Instead of always being the one to ...
love him more, care for him more
and the one to protect him.
I cannot run away from all these anymore.
Nobody can tell me what to do except for myself.
BUT...
I REALLY DON NOE WHAT TO DO!!!




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Name: Abigail Teh Ke Xin
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DOB: 12 Feb 2010
Place of Birth: KK Hospital
Birth Weight: 2.86kg
Birth Height: 50cm
Head Circumference: 31cm
Gestation Period: 40 weeks & 1 day
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5 in the morning.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
300608,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.



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